STARSHINE, THE OCEAN AND THE UNICORN
Chapter One Part Four
The early hours of the morning and the cold night sky was turning a lighter shade of black. Joe waited outside the back entrance of the club, a small yard deep beneath the pavement, all hickledy-pickledy with crates and empty bottles and lidless dustbins and litter scattered and rustled by a sharp breeze.
The door opened and she was framed in yellow light for a second. She wore a leather jacket. Her jet black hair was cut and spiked, urchin style. Her eyes were deep brown. She closed the door on the light and Joe stepped forward in the gloom. "Hello Rosy !" He felt her eyes harden and her whole body tighten.
"Mandy is the name." She turned and quickly climbed the stone steps to the pavement. She walked briskly down the street. Joe was not disheartened. Charm got him any place he wanted to go,in the end. He stood at the top of the steps and watched her slender pencil skirt and her seamed stockinged legs disappear into the foggy avenue of blurred street lamps. He let the clatter and echo of her stilettos fade a little. Then he ran like hell down a dead end alley, jumped up and hauled himself over a wall at the end and covered three back yards using dustbins to help him over each wall. Dustbin lids clanged to the ground and dogs woke and barked. In the last back yard Joe walked through a door he knew would be open and into the kitchen of an Italian restaurant where a solitary, wizened, gray old man plodded on through the early hours, his arms deep in steamy, soapy water, a stack of gleaming white plates to one side of him and a pile of tomato sauce encrusted ones to the other. He stopped, bewildered as Joe padded swiftly past. Joe let himself out at the front and waited on the doorstep. It was on a corner, under a street lamp. Mandy's faded footsteps still resounded but they came from another direction and were getting louder. Joe recovered his breath and stood relaxed, his arms folded and one foot against the wall, already smiling at his own cheek. He waited for Mandy to step into the lamplight.
" Hello Mandy."
She turned and looked into his blue eyes and their sense of fun. Her body began to shake and it was laughter that was shaking it.
Mandy's room was small and cosy. It was full of trinkets and pierrot dolls, spanish fans. castanets and other holiday souvenirs. The gas fire was full on and the room was hot. Joe looked at the orange glow "Do you keep that on all the time?"
"I hate coming back to a cold room."
" Doesn't that meter ever run out while you're out at work?"
" I don't have a meter. I pay a bill. Do you want coffee?"
" No thanks. "
Mandy didn't want coffee either. She started to undress and hang up her clothes matter of factly. Joe watched her. She was beautiful.
Joe took the stairs two at a time up to the second floor. He found his brother Roy at the foot of the door. Roy was curled up, blue with cold and asleep like a starved foetus that continues to age. Joe was too full of life's rewards and memories of Mandy's warmth to see anything but just his older brother. He nudged Roy's shoulder with a foot while he unlocked the door. "Wake up Roy!" Roy woke, got shakily to his feet, moved inside and slumped on an old sofa while Joe put some money in the electric meter and turned on the fire.
The night air seeped through the loose window frame and made the room cold and damp. The dust lay thick over the shrunken lino floor and on the rickety, musty furniture that landlords take from scrap heaps to furnish furnished accommodation. Joe filled a kettle at a yellow stained sink. The tap spurted and coughed out water. " Coffee?" Roy did not answer. Joe took two mugs from the draining board, leaving behind two more brown rings. " I saw Jason tonight" said Joe, careful to leave out any details. " I've got to do 'im a few little favours." He poured the boiling water into the mugs. " It'll have to be black, got no milk." He put a coffee down beside Roy and saw him properly for the first time.
Roy looked thirty years too old. He had a five day growth, the bristles were coming out grey. His brown hair was too long, greasy and matted. Joe's heart sank. Roy had not heard a word and probably remembered nothing of the last few months. Roy had cut out memories, he no longer distinguished time and events, only fear. Joe looked at him and spoke softly with his own hurt. "Why shoot that piss up your arm? Its evil fucking stuff."
There was no answer. Roy did not touch his coffee, he curled up on the sofa, helpless. Joe took a couple of blankets from the bed and tucked them around his brother. " Don't worry Roy. Just let me get this business for Jason out of the way and I'll get hold of some money and get you to a clinic. Then we'll go some place nice for a holiday. Soon O.K.!" He looked into Roy's blue eyes and they stared back like blind china.
Roy was a downer and Joe suddenly regretted not staying in Mandy's warm little room with her warm little body beside him. He remembered the way she had looked at him as he started to dress and how he had made some weak excuse about having things to do. She had turned away and let him leave. Joe always loved them and left them. Love was just another missing space with a warm glow around it. Even Mandy's glow was fading now and his worries began to burn. He had a sick brother and no money. He had bent a case clip eighteen hours ago and in doing so had landed himself an unpaid job to kill or be killed, because of some game involving monopoly money and sand. It all belonged to somebody else, somebody else with a grey trousered leg, tan shoe and green gabardine. Joe drank his coffee, turned out the light and climbed into bed with all his happiness, sadness, relief and fear turning through him. He lay still and waited for sleep to cure his confusion with the confusions of his dreams.
.........He stood in the night's deepest black, in a garden, looking up at a house covered in white light pulled down from the moon. It was a crazy, ramshackle house with fairyland turrets and ivy over the walls. There was a curved, stone stairway leading to the door. The house was a folly but there was something real inside. Joe stood rooted in darkness, knowing that inside was all he had ever known. He moved around the house, touching window frames, looking for openings but the house was closed to him. A cold fortress holding its secrets and the more Joe could not reach them the more he wanted them. Only the front door was left for him to try. A gargoyle door knocker leered at him, its sick mouth daring him to even touch. Joe feared it but in madness he grabbed the brass face and hit hard at the door. But it made no sound..........
Isabel had written novels and poetry that has gone unseen. The blog is here to allow people to see her work.
Wednesday, 22 April 2015
Sunday, 5 April 2015
STARSHINE THE OCEAN AND THE UNICORN
Chapter One Part Three
Alone again Joe lay still,shrouded in the quiet fog. Each long, careful breath ran through his body. He felt the cold, roughness of the brick wall that propped up his head, the hardness of the pavement penetrated his flesh and found his bones. His guts were bruised, his shoulders ached and his neck was locked off centre. These sensations felt good. He was alive. His brain slowly crept around the fact that his life had been spared but the deal he had been offered had been pushed to the brain's farthest recesses where it would not have to be thought about. This had always been Joe's way, to cling to the good and enjoy it and forget the bad until it comes to look you in the face, then look for a way out, there was always a way out.
Joe got up, easing his muscles and loosening his cramps. He shook the sand from his jacket and his shirt and turned back down the alley towards the heart of Soho, moving faster as he went, regaining a jaunty bounce in his step. His excitement pulled his face into a smile and his blue eyes laughed. He turned into Old Compton Street. Red, blue and yellow lights shone into the fog like motionless coloured smoke. Huddles of customers collected around the doors of strip clubs and topless bars, eager to get out of the cold and into the heat. Joe had turned these tired streets inside out, but tonight they were new to him, they promised undiscovered secrets to a stranger in his native land.
He slipped into a narrow doorway. The thin corridor hinted at the club's sleazy intimacy, with its subtle glow of pink light. Inside it was small, just room enough for a bar and a few tables. The same pink glow made the cracks in the low ceiling and the peeling paint less obvious. Music blared, the bass vibrated across the floor and up through the furniture. A stripper had just started her act at the far end of the room. Nobody bothered to watch. Her body had seen firmer days and she was only there to keep up Soho appearances. This was a local's club, not a visitors club, a favourite haunt of Soho's smaller villains and spivs who came there to drink after hours, discuss a little business or play a little poker in one of the back rooms. Tourists and unknown faces were discouraged. Joe sat at the bar and ordered a double scotch. The barmaid was new. He thought she looked pretty but it was hard to tell in the pink distorting light. Joe looked around the room for faces he knew. There were several. One came towards him braking into a big smile. Joe let the whisky slip down through his body and relax his soul.
The smiler was Ned. Ned is the name given to a donkey and Ned could talk the hind legs off one. He would talk of Ireland his native land like it was a picture postcard of gentle hills and farmhouses where the shone gold like Jameson's and the peat was black like Guiness. His drunken tongue would roll and slur and lilt on and on to whoever would listen. Change would come out of his pockets and drinks would be bought for whoever was listening. So Joe listened and drank and wondered where a drunk like Ned found so much money. Ned was a greasy mess who wore a five o' clock shadow all day long, he dragged his feet and let his shirt sleeves dangle. But he always had money. Joe drank double after double of the clear amber liquid provided while Ned spoke of a place too magical to exist, which is why, Joe supposed Ned never managed to get himself back there, because Ned's land was a place too beautiful to ever be found. All Joe could see was the never ending supply of coins coming from Ned's trouser pockets and all Joe could picture was a small, dingy room somewhere in Soho, Ned's room and everywhere there were jars and vases and bowls full of change, coins of copper, silver and gold and in his tooth mug and his teapot. Maybe Ned was a meter man, gas, electric, parking, and fruit machines and phone boxes. Or maybe there was a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow and Ned had found it. But pots of gold made people happy and Ned was lonely, but Joe asked him anyway "Where do you come by all the money Ned?" Ned did not understand. "The money" Joe repeated but he knew there would be no answer because he had asked before and so had others. Ned denied any awareness of money while he pulled more coins from his pocket and bought another round.
Joe had no money but he did not want to worry about that now. He let Ned's voice fade and turned his attention to the barmaid. She was beautiful.Her legs were long and her lips were full. Joe interrupted Ned.
"She's new 'ere,isn't she?"
"Yes."
"What's her name?"
Ned focused his bleary eyes on the girl and chose a name "Rosy. Rosy is her name.
Chapter One Part Three
Alone again Joe lay still,shrouded in the quiet fog. Each long, careful breath ran through his body. He felt the cold, roughness of the brick wall that propped up his head, the hardness of the pavement penetrated his flesh and found his bones. His guts were bruised, his shoulders ached and his neck was locked off centre. These sensations felt good. He was alive. His brain slowly crept around the fact that his life had been spared but the deal he had been offered had been pushed to the brain's farthest recesses where it would not have to be thought about. This had always been Joe's way, to cling to the good and enjoy it and forget the bad until it comes to look you in the face, then look for a way out, there was always a way out.
Joe got up, easing his muscles and loosening his cramps. He shook the sand from his jacket and his shirt and turned back down the alley towards the heart of Soho, moving faster as he went, regaining a jaunty bounce in his step. His excitement pulled his face into a smile and his blue eyes laughed. He turned into Old Compton Street. Red, blue and yellow lights shone into the fog like motionless coloured smoke. Huddles of customers collected around the doors of strip clubs and topless bars, eager to get out of the cold and into the heat. Joe had turned these tired streets inside out, but tonight they were new to him, they promised undiscovered secrets to a stranger in his native land.
He slipped into a narrow doorway. The thin corridor hinted at the club's sleazy intimacy, with its subtle glow of pink light. Inside it was small, just room enough for a bar and a few tables. The same pink glow made the cracks in the low ceiling and the peeling paint less obvious. Music blared, the bass vibrated across the floor and up through the furniture. A stripper had just started her act at the far end of the room. Nobody bothered to watch. Her body had seen firmer days and she was only there to keep up Soho appearances. This was a local's club, not a visitors club, a favourite haunt of Soho's smaller villains and spivs who came there to drink after hours, discuss a little business or play a little poker in one of the back rooms. Tourists and unknown faces were discouraged. Joe sat at the bar and ordered a double scotch. The barmaid was new. He thought she looked pretty but it was hard to tell in the pink distorting light. Joe looked around the room for faces he knew. There were several. One came towards him braking into a big smile. Joe let the whisky slip down through his body and relax his soul.
The smiler was Ned. Ned is the name given to a donkey and Ned could talk the hind legs off one. He would talk of Ireland his native land like it was a picture postcard of gentle hills and farmhouses where the shone gold like Jameson's and the peat was black like Guiness. His drunken tongue would roll and slur and lilt on and on to whoever would listen. Change would come out of his pockets and drinks would be bought for whoever was listening. So Joe listened and drank and wondered where a drunk like Ned found so much money. Ned was a greasy mess who wore a five o' clock shadow all day long, he dragged his feet and let his shirt sleeves dangle. But he always had money. Joe drank double after double of the clear amber liquid provided while Ned spoke of a place too magical to exist, which is why, Joe supposed Ned never managed to get himself back there, because Ned's land was a place too beautiful to ever be found. All Joe could see was the never ending supply of coins coming from Ned's trouser pockets and all Joe could picture was a small, dingy room somewhere in Soho, Ned's room and everywhere there were jars and vases and bowls full of change, coins of copper, silver and gold and in his tooth mug and his teapot. Maybe Ned was a meter man, gas, electric, parking, and fruit machines and phone boxes. Or maybe there was a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow and Ned had found it. But pots of gold made people happy and Ned was lonely, but Joe asked him anyway "Where do you come by all the money Ned?" Ned did not understand. "The money" Joe repeated but he knew there would be no answer because he had asked before and so had others. Ned denied any awareness of money while he pulled more coins from his pocket and bought another round.
Joe had no money but he did not want to worry about that now. He let Ned's voice fade and turned his attention to the barmaid. She was beautiful.Her legs were long and her lips were full. Joe interrupted Ned.
"She's new 'ere,isn't she?"
"Yes."
"What's her name?"
Ned focused his bleary eyes on the girl and chose a name "Rosy. Rosy is her name.
Sunday, 29 March 2015
STARSHINE, THE OCEAN AND THE UNICORN
Chapter One. Part two
That night Joe walked through Soho, hands in pockets and head bowed against the cold that hung in the fog and the dark. He turned into an alley and followed the echoes of his footsteps, listening to the hollow sound that rang from his body. As he came to the end of the alley he knew that he did not want to die, ever. He did not know where the thought came from, so he removed it from his mind and in its place stepped fear. He moved on quickly, blinded by the fog and watched by the dark. Panic started rising as he felt a gr eater need than usual to be sheltered, to be safe. It was too quiet, it was deserted. He wanted to lose himself in crowds and noise.
Headlamps turned into the street and shone a pathway through the fog. The vehicle crept forward in low gear, staying just behind Joe. He heard the slow crunch of tyres over loose gravel. He saw the wheel hub from the corner of his eye as the car drew alongside him, its tyres scraping the kerb. Joe's heart stopped. Car doors flew open. His attackers brought him to the ground and held him fast. Joe closed his eyes as if his death would not come if he could not witness it. A winding blow to his guts and his eyes snapped open again to see the glint of metal knuckles on black leather as the gloved hand withdrew. Jason Donaldson crouched down, his heavy, ugly face in front of Joe's. He held a cigar dangerously close to Joe's left eye. Joe could not move away from it, someone had him in a strangle hold from behind. He waited for the terrible pain.
"You've annoyed these two gentlemen." Jason said, indicating with two slight nods of his head the man behind Joe and another who stepped forward so that Joe could see his grim, oriental face looking down over Jason's shoulder. He held the black briefcase in one hand and the Duty Free carrier bag in the other. Joe knew what was coming. It was bad. It was not good to annoy Jason Donaldson. It was not good to annoy the chinamen. These things always ended with the end.
Jason stood up, six foot seven, his tailored coat stretched over his massive shoulders and his hat perched on top of his fat head. Joe was afforded slight relief as the intense heat of the cigar left the vicinity of his eyeball. Jason took the briefcase from the chinaman. The metal clips broke as he jarred it open. He held it upside down over Joe and let the brightly coloured monopoly notes fall so that they swirled and landed over and around him. Jason threw the case down. Then he took the carrier bag from the chinaman and again he held it upside down, high over Joe's head. Sand fell over Joe's head and shoulders and some found its way down he back of his shirt. His mind's eye again glimpsed the grey trousered leg, the tan shoe and green gabardine. The bastard had got at the carrier bag as well. Jason looked down at him,
"Silly money, silly gear, silly Joe!" He paused. "Where is it? And what about our nice Mr. courier?"
Joe knew that the truth would sound hollow and it did. "Nice Mr. courier fell off his bar stool. I don't know anything about the silly money or the silly gear."
"Try again Joe. You're mits have been in this case." Jason kicked the broken case at Joe. Joe looked into Jason's eyes, they seared and Jason knew it was pointless. He had always relied on his cheek in life, and his reaction to death was just the same. "Yeah, that was twelve hours ago. What kept ya?"
"We figured we could wait twelve hours for you if you could wait twelve hours for us. And you did."
Joe wished he had trusted those nagging instincts when he had bent the case clips and used those twelve hours to get clear. But he kept his eyes bold and square on Jason's face. "Thanks! What is it that I'm waiting for?" Now it was here he wanted it over quickly.
Jason drew on his cigar "My friends here have a proposition to make to you" Joe's breath shallowed as he listened for a promise of life. Jason continued, "Was that the first man you killed?"
Joe said nothing. The question astounded him. But Jason took his silence, or at least pretended to take his silence as an answer, the wrong answer. "You're useful Joe."
"What! A hit man?" Joe tried to laugh but the strangle hold tightened. Joe's laughter turned to panic and he protested "I'm a petty thief. I'm small time. I don't kill. I never killed that bloke. I'd be well out of town if I had."
"Maybe. Maybe not." said Jason. "Maybe staying in town is a ploy to prove your innocence." As if innocence mattered in Soho's underworld. Joe could see that Jason knew he was telling the truth but that somehow truth was beside the point. Jason's smile was evil. He continued "We're not interested in a guilty party. We're interested in a fall guy. You were put in charge of a great deal of money to be exchanged for a great deal of heroin. You lost us both. You owe us. You will work for us to pay off your debt. You will take the highest paid job we offer, that way your debt will be paid quickly. At an assassin's going rate you owe us six jobs. Lucky for you it wasn't a bigger haul. One a week Joe. You kill one a week for the next six weeks. I'll tell you who, when and where. That'll pay the cost of your little slip and after that we'll make no more demands on you."
The chinaman behind Joe released his choke lock. Jason went on "If at the end of any one of the next six weeks there has been no killing, then it'll be you who'll die. Don't bother running from us. We'll always find you."
Chapter One. Part two
That night Joe walked through Soho, hands in pockets and head bowed against the cold that hung in the fog and the dark. He turned into an alley and followed the echoes of his footsteps, listening to the hollow sound that rang from his body. As he came to the end of the alley he knew that he did not want to die, ever. He did not know where the thought came from, so he removed it from his mind and in its place stepped fear. He moved on quickly, blinded by the fog and watched by the dark. Panic started rising as he felt a gr eater need than usual to be sheltered, to be safe. It was too quiet, it was deserted. He wanted to lose himself in crowds and noise.
Headlamps turned into the street and shone a pathway through the fog. The vehicle crept forward in low gear, staying just behind Joe. He heard the slow crunch of tyres over loose gravel. He saw the wheel hub from the corner of his eye as the car drew alongside him, its tyres scraping the kerb. Joe's heart stopped. Car doors flew open. His attackers brought him to the ground and held him fast. Joe closed his eyes as if his death would not come if he could not witness it. A winding blow to his guts and his eyes snapped open again to see the glint of metal knuckles on black leather as the gloved hand withdrew. Jason Donaldson crouched down, his heavy, ugly face in front of Joe's. He held a cigar dangerously close to Joe's left eye. Joe could not move away from it, someone had him in a strangle hold from behind. He waited for the terrible pain.
"You've annoyed these two gentlemen." Jason said, indicating with two slight nods of his head the man behind Joe and another who stepped forward so that Joe could see his grim, oriental face looking down over Jason's shoulder. He held the black briefcase in one hand and the Duty Free carrier bag in the other. Joe knew what was coming. It was bad. It was not good to annoy Jason Donaldson. It was not good to annoy the chinamen. These things always ended with the end.
Jason stood up, six foot seven, his tailored coat stretched over his massive shoulders and his hat perched on top of his fat head. Joe was afforded slight relief as the intense heat of the cigar left the vicinity of his eyeball. Jason took the briefcase from the chinaman. The metal clips broke as he jarred it open. He held it upside down over Joe and let the brightly coloured monopoly notes fall so that they swirled and landed over and around him. Jason threw the case down. Then he took the carrier bag from the chinaman and again he held it upside down, high over Joe's head. Sand fell over Joe's head and shoulders and some found its way down he back of his shirt. His mind's eye again glimpsed the grey trousered leg, the tan shoe and green gabardine. The bastard had got at the carrier bag as well. Jason looked down at him,
"Silly money, silly gear, silly Joe!" He paused. "Where is it? And what about our nice Mr. courier?"
Joe knew that the truth would sound hollow and it did. "Nice Mr. courier fell off his bar stool. I don't know anything about the silly money or the silly gear."
"Try again Joe. You're mits have been in this case." Jason kicked the broken case at Joe. Joe looked into Jason's eyes, they seared and Jason knew it was pointless. He had always relied on his cheek in life, and his reaction to death was just the same. "Yeah, that was twelve hours ago. What kept ya?"
"We figured we could wait twelve hours for you if you could wait twelve hours for us. And you did."
Joe wished he had trusted those nagging instincts when he had bent the case clips and used those twelve hours to get clear. But he kept his eyes bold and square on Jason's face. "Thanks! What is it that I'm waiting for?" Now it was here he wanted it over quickly.
Jason drew on his cigar "My friends here have a proposition to make to you" Joe's breath shallowed as he listened for a promise of life. Jason continued, "Was that the first man you killed?"
Joe said nothing. The question astounded him. But Jason took his silence, or at least pretended to take his silence as an answer, the wrong answer. "You're useful Joe."
"What! A hit man?" Joe tried to laugh but the strangle hold tightened. Joe's laughter turned to panic and he protested "I'm a petty thief. I'm small time. I don't kill. I never killed that bloke. I'd be well out of town if I had."
"Maybe. Maybe not." said Jason. "Maybe staying in town is a ploy to prove your innocence." As if innocence mattered in Soho's underworld. Joe could see that Jason knew he was telling the truth but that somehow truth was beside the point. Jason's smile was evil. He continued "We're not interested in a guilty party. We're interested in a fall guy. You were put in charge of a great deal of money to be exchanged for a great deal of heroin. You lost us both. You owe us. You will work for us to pay off your debt. You will take the highest paid job we offer, that way your debt will be paid quickly. At an assassin's going rate you owe us six jobs. Lucky for you it wasn't a bigger haul. One a week Joe. You kill one a week for the next six weeks. I'll tell you who, when and where. That'll pay the cost of your little slip and after that we'll make no more demands on you."
The chinaman behind Joe released his choke lock. Jason went on "If at the end of any one of the next six weeks there has been no killing, then it'll be you who'll die. Don't bother running from us. We'll always find you."
Sunday, 1 March 2015
STARSHINE, THE OCEAN, AND THE UNICORN
Chapter One
Silly Joe
A winter sun pushed its yellow rays through glass and warmed the vast interior of the airport terminal. Joe stood a while, the black briefcase on the floor between his feet, his eyes tightened and his muscles tensed, still feeling the bitter air of outside. He was a lithe, slim figure of average height. His blond hair was short and tidy, his features neat and clean, his blue eyes quick and alive. He wore blue jeans and a cream bomber jacket. There was a bold,fresh faced cheek in his good looks, the mark and charm of a young cockney villain.
His knuckles were pressed hard into the thin cotton lining of his jacket pockets. He took out his hands and uncurled his fingers in the warmth, then he folded down his collar and eased his neck from side to side, he deepened his breathing and felt his body relax from his face to his toes. His relaxation went to far, he stood heavy and immobile, his mind dazed. His bright blue eyes gazed at his surroundings, but registered nothing of the bustle. People everywhere, standing, walking, hurrying, pushing trolleys. The showing of tickets and passports, the sticking on of labels. Eyes intent on departure boards and ears intent on announcements. There were long intense seconds while Joe's deadened brain fought to recapture his bearings and remember the task that lay in hand. He picked up the case and moved slowly through the crowds and the hurried, nervous chatter.
Joe took the lift up to Left Luggage. He regretted it and wished he had climbed the stairs instead, as the movement pushed upwards beneath his feet while his stomach was pulled down. He handed the briefcase over a counter to a tall, gaunt grey haired man in black trousers and white uniform shirt with epaulets and breast pockets. Joe was given a ticket with a number on it. The grey haired man walked away between two rows of stacked cases, trunks and brightly coloured rucksacks. Joe watched as the black briefcase was stowed deep inside the stacked luggage. Satisfied it was hidden and safe he left by the stairs. He reached the bottom, walked a few paces and climbed another set of stairs to the bar.
Joe adjusted his eyes to the subtle lighting that fell from the edges of the ceiling to be absorbed in the dark red and mauve carpet. A few customers sat on plastic chairs at formica topped tables. The bar had three sides, it came out from the wall in a square. Only one customer sat up at the bar and Joe recognised him from a photograph he had been shown. It was the courier. He was a big man, he wore a dark suit, his elbows were spread wide on the bar top and his backside over lapped the stool. His head rested on his arms, his face was turned to one side and an elaborate handle bar moustache showed beneath a black trilby hat that covered his eyes. His legs dangled loosely above the floor and an inch or two of hairy shins were revealed between his trouser bottoms and grey socks.
Joe parked himself a few stools further down the bar, one buttock on the stool and one foot on the metal foot rail. He rooted in his pockets for loose change, cigarettes and matches. The bartender was at the back of the bar polishing glasses. Joe attracted his attention and the old white jacketed, dickey bowed barman hobbled over . His bald head and wrinkled skin fitted in with the tacky decor.
"Scotch." said Joe. He lit a cigarette and put the change on the bar. The old man served him the drink, took the money then hobbled back to his glass polishing. Joe looked over at the sleeping courier. He wondered if the jet lag was real or just a pretense he was supposed to act along with. A cup of black coffee was by one elbow, it had been joggled and the white china cup was stained on the outside where the coffee had slopped over into the saucer and onto the bar. The courier's Left Luggage ticket was right in the pool of cold coffee. Joe's eyes scanned the bar, nobody was looking his way, the barman was busy with his polishing and there was a fruit machine against the wall just beyond the sleeping, overweight, moustachioed body. Joe decided on his move. He knocked back the scotch and squashed his half smoked cigarette hard into the ashtray and walked over to the fruit machine. He fed in some coins and pressed buttons, lights flashed in the corner of his eye, but he was watching the barman, checking that his curved spine was still bent in the opposite direction. The old man made sucking noises with his dentures as he polished and set each glass back on its shelf with a little tinkle. A clatter of coins fell and made Joe jump. He scooped them into his pocket and with his eyes on the barman all the time he moved behind the courier and took the sodden ticket from the pool of coffee. Before putting his own ticket on the bar he gave the courier a gentle nudge with his shoulder. The body hit the floor heavily and the barstool clattered down with it. The trilby rolled away and the couriers dead, bulbous eyes stared at the ceiling. Joe's heart fell through his guts and pressed on his bladder. He still had both tickets so he turned from the bar. He knew the barman was watching him as he walked away as though he had seen or heard nothing of the dead body's fall. Joe stiffened his legs against the urge to run. But once out of sight of the bar he ran. He stumbled up the stairs to Left Luggage. As he reached the top he saw the tail end of the black briefcase, a grey trousered leg, tan shoe and green gabardine disappear through the lift's closing doors. Joe felt the cold sweat between his body and his clothes. He lurched at the counter and gave his ticket to the supervisor. It was the same uniform but a different man. This one was short, fat and bald. He looked at the numbers and tut tutted at the state of the sodden one. He walked away and came back smiling with the black briefcase and a duty free carrier bag. Joe smiled too. Now he was annoyed at his paranoia. He paid and looked up to see the short fat man's eyes were gleaming and his smile was cynical and slightly sour. Joe turned quickly to forget and ignore it. He tried to soothe his rasping lungs and put his nervous thoughts in order. It was time for a calm, unhurried walk back to the car
Outside Joe's unhurried stroll was quickened by the cold. He gripped the briefcase and carrier bag too tightly and looked down at his own footsteps covering the distance to the red brick layers of the multi-storey car park. He found the beige Ford Escort easily. He got in quickly and put the bag and case on the floor in front of the passenger seat. The ignition was good. He backed out of the space and headed for the motorway where he turned west when he should have turned east.
Joe stayed in the slow lane and tried to think clearly. The traffic flow moved around him or whizzed past. He turned on the radio but it addled his already confused brain, so he turned it off again. He took the next exit and came off the roundabout without knowing where he was heading. He checked the mirror for pursuers. There were none. He listed the facts and the possibilities but each conclusion felt wrong.
So the courier was dead and Joe had come away with the gear and he had also repossessed the money in the briefcase. Could he stash the money? Would they think it was he who had turned the courier into a body ? The bartender would certainly think so. To a boy like Joe life's ultimate goal was to find himself with the keys to the car and a windfall. He had both these things but nothing felt right. The oddity filled him with an awful sense of foreboding as though fear had already dragged him to depths unknown. Joe fought with himself to feel lucky, normal even. One look at the money, just one look at the money, that would straighten his head. A layby came up suddenly, he swerved into it. He left the engine running while he lifted the briefcase onto the passenger seat and grappled clumsily with the code numbered lock and the metal clips. It took him a while. Finally, there in front of him he saw the full and tightly packed contents of garish wads of monopoly money. Joe stared at the gaudy oranges, reds, pinks, greens, yellows and blues. He neither blinked nor breathed. Mind, body and soul blanked for some moments until time re-entered and jogged Joe's consciousness. Clockhands and the world still turned so Joe clipped the case shut. He had slightly bent one latch and it would not catch properly but he twirled the code rings anyway, having no idea where they had been previously set. He put the case back on the floor, swung the car round and headed back towards London.
Back on the motorway Joe kept his foot down and flew along the fast lane. He had to cut out the time he had wasted. He had to deliver the goods and finish the errand as though he was none the wiser. The outcome would be the same if he had not looked inside the case. He had the gear inside the plastic bag and he had done well to recoup the money for them when the courier had been in no fit state to accept it. Joe pushed the vision of the grey trousered leg, tan shoe and green gabardine from his mind and replaced it with his new scenario which his head rotated for the next few miles until he felt innocent of any knowledge of the funny coloured dough. But the bent latch on the case nagged at him. He convinced himself it was ridiculous to worry over such a detail, it could have happened anytime. But if the nagging escaped his thoughts it gnawed at his stomach. And so it was all the way to Soho's Chinatown.
He parked the car outside "The Golden Wok" restaurant. The sweet and sour cooking smells wafted over the pavement from the kitchen where the busy crashing of utensils, sizzling of fat and hissing of steam could be heard through an open door, calling to the hungry lunch time trade. Joe left the keys inside the car as he had been instructed to and walked away.
Tuesday, 20 January 2015
'Voyages'
i looked for you in the night
like a swimmer searching for a lost diver
i glimpse your face in the dim light
like a blind fish in dark water
i reach for you and hold you
and feel the lonely throb of old sorrows
tremble from your heart
my hands
gentle as the hands of prayer
summon the cool peace of empty cathedrals
to soothe you,
stroke your face, your hair
like the whisper of a breeze at evening...
and now that you smile
we drift together
to the warm house of sleep
and it's only love moves through me
nothing less
nothing more
and it's only love that frees us
guides us on all our calm or troubled voyages
to a safe and friendly shore.
like a swimmer searching for a lost diver
i glimpse your face in the dim light
like a blind fish in dark water
i reach for you and hold you
and feel the lonely throb of old sorrows
tremble from your heart
my hands
gentle as the hands of prayer
summon the cool peace of empty cathedrals
to soothe you,
stroke your face, your hair
like the whisper of a breeze at evening...
and now that you smile
we drift together
to the warm house of sleep
and it's only love moves through me
nothing less
nothing more
and it's only love that frees us
guides us on all our calm or troubled voyages
to a safe and friendly shore.
Tuesday, 6 January 2015
Writer and Muse
I am the vessel
That carries her voice
She embarked on my journey
And left me no choice
She came aboard quite suddenly
How could I refuse
I am the writer
And she the Muse
I am the child
Who is loyal to no other
She took me for a daughter
Though she is no mother
She adopted me quite ruthlessly
And began to enthuse
I am the writer
And she the Muse
I am the prisoner
Waiting for bail
She is the judge
Who threw me in jail
My sentence may be life
Bid who can I accuse
As I am the writer
And she the Muse
I am the dove
That flies from her sleeves
She the magician
Whose timing deceives
Plucking quills from my tail
How she does abuse
I am the writer
And She the Muse.
(January 1989)
That carries her voice
She embarked on my journey
And left me no choice
She came aboard quite suddenly
How could I refuse
I am the writer
And she the Muse
I am the child
Who is loyal to no other
She took me for a daughter
Though she is no mother
She adopted me quite ruthlessly
And began to enthuse
I am the writer
And she the Muse
I am the prisoner
Waiting for bail
She is the judge
Who threw me in jail
My sentence may be life
Bid who can I accuse
As I am the writer
And she the Muse
I am the dove
That flies from her sleeves
She the magician
Whose timing deceives
Plucking quills from my tail
How she does abuse
I am the writer
And She the Muse.
(January 1989)
Wednesday, 19 November 2014
The Gooseberry Set
The Bohemian Life and Times of Martha Rowe-Dente
An Authorised Biography
By Genevieve Hedgley-Hogg
At her beginning Martha was born into a scramble of pink and hairless siblings, all eyes-a-bulge beneath blind sealed lids in the squabble to compete for a place at the teat. Alarmed by the rudiments in the basics of survival, Martha knew that she must search out beauty down the by-ways to dreams and once fixed upon this noble purpose, promptly barged two brothers and yanked at a sister to gain the firmest nipple for the longest suckle of the sweetest milk.
Once grown away from Mama's warm and patient belly, Martha preened her auburn fur and took a wide eyed look over and about and around. Twitching her nose to the air, Martha turned tail on Mama's skirting-board home and scampered the pattern across the linoleum floor with a hippety skippity run, run, run right out of the parlour's back street door where the gutter welcomed her with a half hot dog dobbed bright with a yellow mustard that overkeened her big brown eyes until they smarted a mite too much and moved her on to a stale bagel to neatly nibble on in little mousey crescents before proceeding on her way to skipperty whoops through a grating into the Miller's cellar where she flipped top over tail to belly first most flop onto a softfall sack of flour. A timely repose...... until bumpity wake up and down bounce behind the back of a horse drawing a barrow upon which herself was found to be on a ride atop a pyramid pile of softfall sacks all a-judder to the cobbles dancing down the street until the salt-sea breezed on Martha's whiskers and the horse hoof clipped its clop, rocking the wheels on quarter turns by a Steamer-Ship-Cruiser on the Water-Dock-Front.
Two stevedore arms threw Martha and sack across the burly-broad of a double-bend back and then down into the hold of a ship's black echo where a fellow mouse introduced himself as the Honourable Ismbard Rowe-Dente, Philosopher and Poet.
He was a kind mouse and escorted her to the ship's kitchen where they sat by a porthole eating gorgonzola and patais de fois gras as the ship sailed away from the huge green lady giant wearing a star crown and holding a flame. Ismbard explained that she was THE BIG LIBERTY and they were leaving her country now and sailing to London England where he had lodgings behind a mahogany bookcase in Cordwray Square off Gooseberry Street and Martha was most welcome to join their commune and even be his Mousewife.
Martha accepted and settled down her life in amongst composers of nutshell symphonies and sculptures in turnip and potatoes and Martha too found her own limelight as an artist of some repute in the medium of many coloured lentils and the odd dried pea.
The Bohemian Life and Times of Martha Rowe-Dente
An Authorised Biography
By Genevieve Hedgley-Hogg
At her beginning Martha was born into a scramble of pink and hairless siblings, all eyes-a-bulge beneath blind sealed lids in the squabble to compete for a place at the teat. Alarmed by the rudiments in the basics of survival, Martha knew that she must search out beauty down the by-ways to dreams and once fixed upon this noble purpose, promptly barged two brothers and yanked at a sister to gain the firmest nipple for the longest suckle of the sweetest milk.
Once grown away from Mama's warm and patient belly, Martha preened her auburn fur and took a wide eyed look over and about and around. Twitching her nose to the air, Martha turned tail on Mama's skirting-board home and scampered the pattern across the linoleum floor with a hippety skippity run, run, run right out of the parlour's back street door where the gutter welcomed her with a half hot dog dobbed bright with a yellow mustard that overkeened her big brown eyes until they smarted a mite too much and moved her on to a stale bagel to neatly nibble on in little mousey crescents before proceeding on her way to skipperty whoops through a grating into the Miller's cellar where she flipped top over tail to belly first most flop onto a softfall sack of flour. A timely repose...... until bumpity wake up and down bounce behind the back of a horse drawing a barrow upon which herself was found to be on a ride atop a pyramid pile of softfall sacks all a-judder to the cobbles dancing down the street until the salt-sea breezed on Martha's whiskers and the horse hoof clipped its clop, rocking the wheels on quarter turns by a Steamer-Ship-Cruiser on the Water-Dock-Front.
Two stevedore arms threw Martha and sack across the burly-broad of a double-bend back and then down into the hold of a ship's black echo where a fellow mouse introduced himself as the Honourable Ismbard Rowe-Dente, Philosopher and Poet.
He was a kind mouse and escorted her to the ship's kitchen where they sat by a porthole eating gorgonzola and patais de fois gras as the ship sailed away from the huge green lady giant wearing a star crown and holding a flame. Ismbard explained that she was THE BIG LIBERTY and they were leaving her country now and sailing to London England where he had lodgings behind a mahogany bookcase in Cordwray Square off Gooseberry Street and Martha was most welcome to join their commune and even be his Mousewife.
Martha accepted and settled down her life in amongst composers of nutshell symphonies and sculptures in turnip and potatoes and Martha too found her own limelight as an artist of some repute in the medium of many coloured lentils and the odd dried pea.
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